If i dont get back on track, its going to bother me. A lot.
January 4, 2009
First day back to school after a two weak break? Not all that great.
I HATE mornings. I only wake up early if i absolutely have to, or if there is something to do that I LOVE. That meaning, if I was an internationally famous music artist, I would be more than happy to wake up on a tour bus completely confused and in a different city than where I shut my eyes. I wouldnt sleep at all if it meant sharing my music with adoring fans.
or you know, webchating with my rockstar boyfriend half way across the country (or in the next bus over).
Whatever.
Friends of mine traveled to NashVegas to see my NickyJay, so I did what I usually do every tour, and cracked the passwords to Hoffman's M&G pics.
Looking through three shows, I recognized a few girls, one of which had an adorable picture with him. I know this girl lives in Texas, and must be given many opportunities. The chick is everywhere, honestly, I've seen her meet the JB and many other celebrities tons of times. I think Ive practically seen her grow up.
......awkward.
Anyway, Nick looks the same in every single picture except for maybe like, 6. They are all posed in the exact same (awkward sometimes) way and he wears the same almost (not really) "smile".
Nick with kids, on the other hand=adorable. He looks so happy. He will one day make a wonderful father.
Clips from Kevin and Danielle's wedding were on Access Hollywood. I tried really hard not to die. I would have given anything to be in the same room as the guests invited. I legit replayed the video 20 times just to see who all I could spot. Bruno, Chelsea, Demi, Ned, Mandy, Mikey, Nicole, just to name a few other than the obvious.
Joe and Nick dancing with Katie and Dina made my night. Katie and Dina are both seriously adorable, I couldnt even handle Katie and Joe busting loose. And, yes, I did just say "busting loose". Nick looked so happy. I just want to see him happy.
Kevin looked so happy, Danielle looked so happy, Joe looked so happy. I want them all happy.
Then Playing: The Way You Make Me Feel by Michael Jackson
"The Way You Make Me Feel, You Really Turn Me On, You Knock Me Off Of My Feet, My Lonely Days Are Gone"
Now what's going to happen to me when you get married? I sure hope you're waiting at the end of the aisle for me.
So, now, as I sit in class listening to my teacher drone on, I think about where I could have been yesterday, and where I actually was.
o u c h .punch.in.the.gut.
The only thing getting me through this day are my friend's pictures and videos I'll be able to watch, and pretend I was actually there.
Sorry if I butcher the lyrics below, they arent yet released and neither is the studio version, most videos of it are not that great of quality.
It breaks my heart to know and understand he could write a song like that. I just want him happy.
Now Playing: Vesper's Goodbye by NJ&TA. expect this to replay sometime soon.
"Slowly turning back, like a bullet through the chest. Lay me down to rest, 'till lover's the final breath.
And then I kissed your tender lips goodbye,
Pray to God who hears if I cry..."
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